We blog for a reason, or rather a host of reasons! It might be a way of self promotion, self-realization or simply a place to let go. My posts generally are more inclined towards the stories through photos. But then, I came by a campaign to write about the moments that has given me hope, optimism for the future! So, here it is, a tiny part of the grand story I call, my life.
We start, like most stories do, with a happy relationship and promises of better future. Trust me when I say this, things really did look very bright then. Time flew by, and the relationship lost its sheen. Stress developed and the veneer of perfection cracked and the rust began to creep in. Yes, things turned bad. Misunderstandings, ego clashes, harsh words, we had them all, and ultimately, we snapped. Almost 5 years of relationship was lost. I had heard that a break up could be tough, but never imagined how much tough it actually is, till I got the first hand experience. It was as if I was stuck in a dark phase, nothing seemed to be cheerful. Life actually appeared bland, devoid of colour and spice. Call me dramatic, but that was exactly what I had felt. Trapped, bogged down…lost!
It’s not as if I didn’t have friends to take my mind off the things. But, I always craved that tiny bit of “special” attention. Suggestions flowed in, the most common amongst them being socialize. I tried that too, met up with some people, tried making new friends, they didn’t help much though. We all have that one friend who knows what exactly will solve the problem, this time, it wasnt a “what”, rather a “who”. This, certain “who” turned out to be junior of mine. A year junior academically, but, as I soon found out, it didn’t matter at all!
Introductions were made, and friend requests were sent away. It was fun because, here was a lady, who has no prior idea of who I was and vice versa too. So, it all depended on what we posed as. We chose to be honest. I liked her. Liked the way she would answer my questions, counter question at times with very valid points. It became a habit to chat with her, no calls yet, I didn’t have her number and didn’t have the courage to ask it too. I would wait patiently in the evening, for her status to have a tiny glowing green orb beside her name, and we would chat. We became friends, and I found out that she was an accomplished person. College topper, excellent artist, gifted with the pencil in sketching, a vivid dreamer, superb imaginations and I found her beautiful. She was pretty no doubt, plus, I repeat, she was beautiful. There was something in her smile that would make me smile in the darker days too and the twinkle in her eyes, simply spell-binding.
You may wonder, where’s the optimism or hope? Well, if you have read till now, you must know that I totally adore this lady. It was a call from her, on my birthday, the first call from her, that was my sign. During our first conversation, we talked about the creative things she does. She had a list, and I didn’t have much to say. I remember her saying “go creative, you ll be happy”. Maybe I needed this push, or maybe I just needed her to give me the push. This was almost two years ago. Since then, I have picked up photography, followed by blogging, travelling solo, learning music and also a new language. She is still one of my best sources of inspiration and one of the parameters of my works is always, “Will she be impressed by this?” She is one of the closest friends I have and my photos bear her presence, and I feel that wont change in a long time to come. I still strive to impress her everyday. Now, we talk, chat, flirt, fight, love…care everyday!
I know you ll read this, so…here’s to you, You are simply amazing, and I owe you for making me shed my shell. Thanks 🙂
That call, was my ray of hope filling me with optimism for the future! Yours may be different, yours may just be this (https://housing.com/lookup).
My photos have been sourced from here.
I ll sign off this post with a line from a movie I once watched….You tell me your story, and I ll tell you mine!
Lets share, lets care, lets grow together!!
I dont know what to say … i mean THANK YOU would obviously not be enough . Flattered and Impressed … yea sure, but most of all … ” u make me fall in love with myself a lil more everytym u reveal your perception of me.” n i hope this single line make more sense than anything else that i would have said in praise of ur work. 🙂
Yeah, it very much does! Lets see, maybe I can make you fall a bit more in love soon again 🙂
Wow! Marvellous! 😀
you have created magic with your words.
Keep up the good work.
Thanks a lot! Means a lot to be appreciated for the write ups 🙂
Through this amazingly knitted write-up I could actually make out what a significant role the lady must have played in your life. It isn’t just enough when I say that you are a very sensitive, sensible and subtle writer and an awesome photographer. The poignant yet inspirational touch touched my heart since I too had such a friend until I lost him a couple of years back..which made me feel like a part of ‘my story’ too.
Good work, really. My best wishes, always!:)
Thanks, thanks a ton!! These ll make my language teacher proud 🙂
Yeah, this lady is truly amazing and very significant!
Am sorry for your loss, friends so close are very hard to come by, and are absolutely irreplaceable!
Thanks again! Best wishes to you too 🙂
Thank you Kaustav. Keep shooting and keep writing.:)
🙂 Will do 🙂
tezas … baby u gt me now , likhne ka pata nai bt i cn mke u happy by joinin u fr ur patties n tea party 🙂 🙂